I still remember how he held my hand for the first time . I was surprised, I must say. I didn't let go, I've no idea why either.

I love you <3

It's perfect. Everything I could and have wanted in a camera. Im not a professional photographer or anything but wanted to have my pictures turn out great. The "auto" on this camera takes professional great looking pictures. If you want to get into it and all of the different settings it takes amazing pictures. Everyone who sees it just falls in love with it and wants to play around with it. I am just super happy with it and hope it lasts forever! ♥♥♥xoxo

The Canon G12 has brought me immense happiness. The happiness comes when I download the photographs I’ve taken for the day, go through them one by one and never fail to be amazed at what a good equipment I own. It’s definitely not the best, but it’s the best for me, I don’t like to be bothered with too much details and frills. I just want a point-and-shoot camera that can produce the best possible results without having to fiddle with all the knobs.

Life's been pretty uninteresting. Same old routine. Consuming copious amounts of food and then feeling immense guilt and regret, studying unproductively, watching TV dramas, surfing random websites, internet stalking after receiving a tip-off from friends. Lately I’ve been really upset because I don't know what I want in life and I can't figure out what I truly want either. School has been freaking me out so much that I drag going to classes because I feel that I couldn’t absorb and focus . The journey to school is horrifying! I don’t know how long more I can endure with this, really. I want to be motivated, driven and aligned. I want to be on the "right track" for me, whatever it is .

在現實生活里，有時候當你拿出真心來和對方交朋友時，對方卻只把你當成普通路人在回應， 感覺會很受傷但也看清人的現實。 我並不是甚麼大人物或是個很有本領的人， 跟我交朋友並不會給你帶來甚麼特別好處。 只有一顆真心。 但卻在有些人眼裡，這顆真心不值一文錢。 有好處，才值錢。

I am thankful that I have someone who never fails to make my day. I love you boy'f

It has always been a time for looking back to the past, and more importantly, forward to the coming year.

 My New Year’s resolutions are:

1. Spend More Time with Family & Friends

2. Fit in Fitness

3. Enjoy Life More

4. Get Out of Debt (bills are making me crazy)

5. Learn Something New

6. Lose weight

7. Concentrate more on studies

8. Save Money

9. Travel

10. Be Less Grumpy

11. Start driving

12.Not to lose retainer

13. Get myself a Dslr

 
This year I vow to exercise more and worry about my weight less, be kinder to myself and tell everyone.I really mean it this time!I am really really truly going to keep my resolutions this year. I want to lose weight and save money. I figure I can make them work together ― if I eat better, I’ll save money, since healthy, simple food like fruits and veggies are cheaper than the processed junk that I am addicted to. If I lose weight, I’ll also be able to save money by shopping my own closet and wearing the clothes I’ve grown out of! I think I literally have about five sizes worth of clothes in my closet.

 2010 will be remembered fondly as the year during which I finally got my driving license and my braces off and I've met the most amazing boyfriend on earth.

  XOXO

  ♥

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. - Travis Ong Jiabin

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I haven’t been writing in this space for very long already and now that I have a day off from class and I’ve no errands to run so yeah but got to head to work in the noon. I’m insanely in love and life’s pretty sweet. And it will continually to be this way, sometimes love can be a roller coaster ride because one is more obsessed than the other, and it’s hard to meet in the middle, and we’re always in the middle. We’ve been equally attracted to each other. I fell in love with you and it’s the best! I always think that communication, trust, mutual understanding and respect is very important every relationship. Avoid bringing up the past, be reasonable, verbalise the love often and share quite moment together. Don’t let calling, texting feel like a chore, rather than an act of love. Ultimately, it’s our love for each other that sustains our relationship, we want this to work, so we’re making effort. It definitely brings us closer and strengthens the bond between us.

And YES! I did it! After the many attempts, I’ve finally got my driver’s license! I’m so thrilled and happy seriously! “When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place, never give up on something that you can’t go a day without thinking about” This has really motivated me so much that whenever I feel like giving up and I know that if I don’t step forward I’ll always be in the same place, and if I believe that I can do it, then I’m half way there. It doesn’t matter how many people say it cannot be done or how many people have tried it before, it’s important to realize that whatever you’re doing, it’s your first attempt at it! Fall seven times, stand up eight!

I think I’m spending beyond my means. But still, I want to get my desired camera so soon! Now, that life is on the good track, I need to start saving and so dying and desperately need to travel. I want a plane flight with Veronica and Pam! Faster, soon soon we’ll be enjoying.

And now, I’ve to focus on my studies, I die die need to score well if not I’ll be so dead.

No matter the distance, my heart will follow ♥ ♥

Because you make me feel like, like like I have never felt before. You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunniest things. Being with you makes me feel like for once in my life I don’t have to work so hard on being happy, it just happens.

We love great outdoor and the wild nature.

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed sing like bird, dizzy in my head spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night. You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe shine like gold, buzz like a bee. Just the thought of you can drive me wild Oh, you make me smile.

It’s not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness. I always thank God for the chance to meet you in my life, and for the opportunities to know you, to love you and to be with you.

I love the way you keep your cool when I do something stupid, we drive each other crazy, I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me, and it feels like I can defy the whole world. I love all the road trip with you driving me around and all the superb foods we had!

I love you with all my heart,
You make happy, you make me smile, and you make my day worthwhile.
With (♥)

Anyway, I happened to be checking my old mails in my old and un-use account. So yeah I’ve somehow managed to delete millions of junk mails. And I saw this and I think it’s awesome so yeah there it goes;

Don't go off the VERY deep end. Infinity pool 55 STOREYS above ground opens in Singapore in dazzling new resort!

If you fancy a dip in this pool, you'll need a head for heights - it's 55 storeys up.
But swimming to the edge won't be quite as risky as it looks. While the water in the infinity pool seems to end in a sheer drop, it actually spills into a catchment area where it is pumped back into the main pool. At three times the length of an Olympic pool and 650ft up, it is the largest outdoor pool in the world at that height.
It features in the impressive, boat-shaped 'SkyPark' perched atop the three towers that make up the world's most expensive hotel, the £4billion Marina Bay Sands development in Singapore .

Don't look down: A guest swims in the infinity pool of the Skypark that tops the Marina Bay Sands hotel towers - 55 storeys over the city of Singapore yesterday

To infinity... and beyond! The pool stretches 150 metres, three times the length of an Olympic swimming pool

The view over the side: An artist's impression shows the Skypark that tops the Marina Bay Sands hotel towers, including the infinity pool
The hotel, which has 2,560 rooms costing from £350 a night, was officially opened yesterday with a concert by Diana Ross.
The Emirates Palace Hotel in Abu Dhabi , estimated to have cost £2billion when it opened in 2004, was previously the world's most expensive hotel.
But with its indoor canal, opulent art, casino, outdoor plaza, convention centre, theatre, crystal pavilion and museum shaped like a lotus flower, the Marina Bay Sands has taken its crown.
The infinity pool on the roof is in the 'SkyPark' which spans the three towers of the hotel. The platform itself is longer than the Eiffel tower laid down and is one of the largest of its kind in the world.
Infinity pools give the effect that the water extends to the horizon. In reality, the water spills over the edge into a catchment below, and is then pumped back into the pool. The pools have two circulation systems. The first functions like that of a regular pool, filtering and heating the water in the main pool. The second filters the water in the catch basin and returns it to the upper pool.

The resort from across the bay. The three towers were based on a deck of cards, according to designer Moshe Safdie

A skydiver parachutes pass the Singapore Flyer and Marina Bay Sands casino resort as part of the venue's opening celebrations yesterday

Just enjoying the sun: Models pose in the pool for journalists at the grand opening

Wow I almost forgotten my password for onsugar.com

Anyway my twenteen birthday celebration was a blast, I had plenty of surprises and deep down the bottom of my awesome heart I truly appreciate all the gift and wishing from everyone. I had and need to write in, I need to keep all this amazing moment forever. I've always love to pen them down, I love to reminisce the past.

Nevertheless, I’m exploding with joy from all those little epic moment. Way before my birthday which is on 27june, Ben and colleagues surprise me with swensen cheese cake and five hundred fifty of cash plus a pretty birthday card. And on the 28june, I went swimming with belly and nancy, had our dinner at seoul garden and I was bombarded with birthday cake and song (thank you girls) and that gorgeous hot pink adidas windbreaker plus hand-made card by belly. I got home and headed off to jb for dinner and petrol-pump with family and never did I know that during this time, my crazy friends are already sneaking their way to my house (my sis hide the house key in one of the shoe and my friend took it from there, opened the door and they just hang out till we’re back home) I got home by odd 12 midnight , and when I open the door, major heart attack, it was extremely heart-wrenching because I have totally no clue that by that wee hours so many  people’s are at my place screaming birthday songs and that really warm my heart. Thank you so much my awesome!

The exact day was also the entire class gathering at downtown east, we had bowling and fish & co. Thank you for the surprises again and again.

With lots of love